A good friend of mine passed away today. He had leukemia, and, after thinking thigns were going well, and having a bunch of drinks with him over the course of two nights, things went south.... the cancer spread to his lungs and lymphnodes, and before I knew it, he is gone. It's hard to even imagine what that is like, for him and his family, to die at such a young age. I know his fiancee, she was also a friend of mine. I don't know how anyone can deal with losing the love of their life. If my wife were to pass away, I don't know what I'd do..
Here's to you Chad, you were a hell of a guy. We had a bunch of good times together. I miss you already man. I'm glad I got to spend those few nights with you this past summer like it was older, better times. Everything seemed cool then, and those are things I take away from the short time that I knew you. There are about one million songs that you introduced me to that every time I hear them, I'll think of you. You're in a better place now. It's hard to even type this, and think it's real. It's very surreal to me at this point.....
Current Music: 
Jack's Mannequin - La La Lie
http://pinkforoctober.org/
That explains it... Cancer, of any kind, is terrible. Of course, changing the site pink doesn't really do anything for the cause, but I guess it does raise awareness to some degree. I've had cancer hit a few times in the past year or so, and it's hard to deal with.... really hard....
