Wezzul.com - It's the Dinglez

I've updated alot lately. I guess I have alot to say. I don't know what it is, but I feel almost philisophical these days, which is about as far from myself as I can get. I'm honestly most likely going crazy. I miss Marissa so much, I have no connection with anyone here. It's all very shallow in most cases. There are some cool people here, no doubt, but I miss Marissa, and I miss Grand Rapids.... it's funny I'm saying this now, as I've been here over two years now, but it's just the way I am right now...

It's very lonely here in Lansing at times. I don't go out of my way to meet anyone, of course, as I am typically anti-social by nature. It's really my own fault, when you get down to it, and though I hate feeling like this, I'm not compelled to do anything about it.

This is a fucking joke, this blog. I write in it for myself, of course, but honestly, if i was smart, it'd be a parody of all the people that are blogging these days with nothing to say. But instead, I'm doing exactly that: talking about shit you don't care about and have no business knowing.

I have this overwhelming need to be creative, but have nothing to create. I'm not skilled enough for anything but coding, and coding is so black and white. It's not like creating something artistic or anything like that (especially not my code - HA!), it's just a bunch of text. Boring.

That's it.

Posted on Thursday, September 23, 12:22pm in General by wezzul